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If This Gets Out

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"If This Gets Out is an absolute showstopper! Equal parts edgy and adorable, this bright, joyful book has everything I look for in a queer YA romance." - Phil Stamper, bestselling author of The Gravity of Us

One of the world's biggest boy bands. A secret love. What happens if the world finds out? A queer YA boy band romance from Sophie Gonzales and Cale Dietrich, perfect for fans of Only Mostly Devastated and What If It's Us.

Eighteen-year-olds Ruben Montez and Zach Knight are two members of the boy-band Saturday, one of the biggest acts in America. Along with their bandmates, Angel Phan and Jon Braxton, the four are teen heartbreakers in front of the cameras and best friends backstage. But privately, cracks are starting to form: their once-easy rapport is straining under the pressures of fame, and Ruben confides in Zach that he's feeling smothered by management's pressure to stay in the closet.

On a whirlwind tour through Europe, with both an unrelenting schedule and minimal supervision, Ruben and Zach come to rely on each other more and more, and their already close friendship evolves into a romance. But when they decide they're ready to tell their fans and live freely, Zach and Ruben start to truly realize that they will never have the support of their management. How can they hold tight to each other when the whole world seems to want to come between them?

"Deftly explores the dark side of fame and the giddy thrill of first - and forbidden - love." - Mackenzi Lee, New York Times bestselling author

"A sweet and swoon-worthy romance. Zach and Ruben are a pitch-perfect duet!" - Caleb Roehrig, author of Last Seen Leaving

"Dazzles . . . with a narrative of queer boy-bandmates who wrestle with newfound fame, and newfound feelings for each other. Readers will fall in love." - Adam Sass, author of Surrender Your Sons

"Blends the ache and the beauty of coming out under the lights of celebrity with the ways in which queer love is told to stay hidden, even when it's the only thing keeping the music going." - L.C. Rosen, author of Camp

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ISBN9781444963793
PublisherHachette Children's Book
Publication Date01/06/22
Pages404

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  • reyn_reads_
    reyn_reads_

    150 Followers

    3.0

    2,75☆ So, it's not a bad book, but not for me. The premise sounded interesting, but I guess books about stars/celebrities might not be my thing. It's good that they kept it realistic and showed the mistreatment in the music industry, but it was a bit too much exhausting drama to read. Didn't have much fun with it, though I did like their relationship. That was the best part ❤️ The story is about "Saturday," the most popular boy band at the moment. Consistent of Ruben, Zach, Jon, and Angel. It's time for their world tour, and with that comes increased pressure to be perfect, especially from their management, who dictates their every move. Ruben just finally wants to come out to the world. He hates that he has to hide that he is gay, as well as his big crush on Zach, who is just realizing he might not be as straight as he always thought. The others also have things to face, and one of the main topics is drug abuse and toxic parents (the amount of time I wanted to strangle Ruben's mum). I thought that was all handled well, just so depressing to read. There was always something happening just when you thought it's finally time for some good moments. Not that there weren't any, but just not enough for me in-between all that drama. Being a star just always sounds awful 🙃 The relationship itself was nice, but that mis/non-communication after their first kiss was so annoying omg. The book felt really long in general, but that part just dragged on forever. I could understand Zach's problem, but the way he handled the situation wasn't fair, imo. There was such a long time where they didn't interact at all. Also, something that kept bothering me was that their "tone" was written too similar. We have a double POV (which I usually like), but way too many times, I had to check whose POV we were in atm. They do have different personalities, but when it's not about something specific, they sounded really similar. I did like the end, but their "plan" was so not thought through. I literally had to shake my head and was like, "Well, what did you think would happen?!" 😅 There were just too many things that annoyed me, but, as I said, it's not that the book was bad. I just wasn't feeling it personally 🤷🏻‍♂️

    Sep 30, 2025

  • tiny.hawk
    tiny.hawk

    2 Followers

    5.0

    Eine so herzberührende Geschichte

    Friends to lovers is einfach so schön zu lesen. Man konnte sich so gut in die Emotionen hineinversetzen und gut dem Verlauf folgen. Der lesefluss war einfach und flüssig. Einfach richtig richtig süß und toll und bissl aua aber ganz toll.

    May 8, 2026

  • lili_reads
    lili_reads

    89 Followers

    4.0

    Für mich war dieses Buch definitiv mal etwas Neues, hat mir aber sehr gut gefallen. Die Liebesgeschichte zwischen Ruben und Zach hat gezeigt wie viele Hinternisse so eine Beziehung eigentlich haben kann, gerade, wenn man in der Öffentlichkeit steht. Es war sehr schön zu sehen wie die zwei um Ihre Liebe und die ganze Band zusammen für ihre Freiheit gekämpft haben, nachdem sie realisiert haben, was für ein Leben sie eigentlich führen. Für mich war die Geschichte jetzt zwar kein riesiges Highlight, war aber trotzdem schön für zwischendurch

    Jul 27, 2024

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