The Older Brother - Special Edition

Rowan Anderson was always my fantasy, until suddenly . . . he was intimately real.My relationship with the Anderson boys would always be doomed by complications.They were rich, and their father...was my mother's boss. Her hard work for them paid for my private school education, yet we barely got by.Caleb, the youngest brother, was my first everything.But it was Rowan, the older brother, who I saw first.Last.Always.It was one slip in judgement, one night of giving in to temptation, and suddenly I was buried in the Anderson family's bitterness, secrets and lies. The more I learned, the more I fell. And soon, I was in too deep.Getting hurt is inevitable, but when Rowan looks at me, I just don't care.The question is, does he see Saylor Kelly, his little brother's ex, or does he see the woman I'm becoming? Or maybe this is all just pretend.Tropes:Slight age gap - 18 and 24Ex-boyfriend's older brotherBrother rivalryBasketball and swimmingFound familyAngst and jealousyA little bit darkDual POV