I‘m smad. Sad and mad. Sad because it‘s over and war is just so cruel. And mad because I didn‘t expect things to happen like they did. Yes, I saw the series with Patrick and James and no, I never saw season 3 because of what would happen. AND NOW IT HAPPENED IN THIS BOOK OUT OF NOWHERE MY POOR HEART. But I‘m also glad I read this because I learned a lot about the public‘s opinions on the war during the war. They should teach in schools what fighting in a war does to a soldier‘s heart and soul.