I don't really know what to say!! I am literally speechless. The story touched me very much and showed me how horrible the world can sometimes be. Olivia is such a strong character and I can only say how proud I am of her development. The story wasn't always pretty at all, it's a dark romance and deals with many triggering themes so please check TWs if you want to read the book. Now to the romance in the book. Nicole? Nichole!! omg i didn't believe that i could love 4 guys at the same time but you made it possible. Each guy made me fall in love with them, the way they protected Olivia and cared for her made me so happy!! if you would ask me which guy i would choose, i could not give you an answer. I loved them all, but my most character fav from the book was definitely olivia. Thank you so much for writing such a strong and important book. I did not know that i liked books with polyamory relationships but you made the incredible possible. Also the spice in the book is like a new level, it was so good!!