It’s a truly beautiful book, but definitely not an easy read. The story deals with extremely heavy and emotional themes, which can be difficult to process at times. However, that is exactly what makes it so powerful. The novel tells a story that deeply explores friendship, brotherhood, and inner strength. It shows how people can support each other even in the darkest situations, and how resilience can grow through pain. The characters feel real and raw, making their journey even more impactful. This is not a light or comforting book, but it is an important one that stays with you long after you finish it.

It was beautifully painful, devastating with a little spark of hope. I don't think I ever cried this much while reading a book. At moments I couldn't even breathe properly. I love Julian. He has such a kind heart and deserved nothing of what happened to him (except meeting Adam). I rarely care for characters as much as for him. It's sad the book ended so soon. I hope he can become happy. Truly. I also love Adam. He's a good friend/brother. His care for Julian warmed my heart and his parts made me survive this book. I would have turned into a river without him. I think the ending has it's flaws, as have Emerald and a few of the adults (especially the teachers) in this book. But at least concerning the characters: flaws are a human thing and honestly I simply cannot give this book anything but 5 stars.