Your life isn’t randomly happening to you. Your life is a compilation of the choices you make, both emotional and logical. Leave space for both. Don’t lead your head talk your heart out of something you really want. Leave room for the unexpected. Payton was an even worse character than Lydia. Her internal monologue was incredibly annoying. I really wanted to DNF it but for some reason, I suffered through it. There isn’t a real plot and I was bored the entire time.