Not ashamed to admit that this is crying on main material. I realised that many of my favourite 2022 reads centred grief in some way or other and this falls into line with them and I am latching onto it for dear life, it seems :D (already considering buying the physical copies, it's truly THAT GOOD *MWAH*) CWs: grief, guilt, reconciliation, the yearny PINING in this deserves its own warning