"I'm empty. I've got nothing inside me. Of course I am... Yeah, is obvious. There's no question! Until I came here, until I met all of you, do you know what I was doing?!" Before he'd fallen into another world. What was he doing in his former world except living out his idle, boring, ordinary, unchanging days one at a time-? "I. wasn't doing anything" He'd wallowed in idleness, slumbered in indolence, spent his days far removed from studying and effort. It wasn't that he'd given up on himself but rather, he'd held on to the convenient idea that if the time came, he could just roll up his sleeves and do it. "I didn't do anything... I didn't do one little thing! With all that time to do it! With all that freedom! I should have done lots of stuff, but I didn't do any of it! And this is the result! The result is the man lam now!" If he'd properly used the time he had, even Subaru would surelyhave achieved something. But in reality, he had grandly squandered and wasted the time allotted to him, and as a result, he had gained nothing, and nothing had come from it.