At Dark, I Become Loathsome
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Description
A single line of text, glowing in the darkness of the internet. Written by Ashley Lutin, who has often thought that, and worse, in the years since his wife died and his young son disappeared. But the peace of the grave is not for Ashleyits for those he can help. Ashley Lutin has constructed a peculiar ritual for those whose desire to die is at war with their yearning to live a better life.
Struggling to overcome his never-ending grief, one night Ashley connects with Jinx, who spins a tale both revolting and fascinating. This begins a relationship that traps the men in a tightening spiral of painful revelations, where long-hidden secrets are dragged, kicking and screaming, into the light. Only through pain can we find healing. Only through death can we find life.
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A Haunting Descent into Grief and Darkness
"At Dark, I Become Loathsome" left me absolutely speechless. Eric LaRocca crafts a harrowing, visceral experience that is as haunting as it is deeply human. This book doesn’t just explore grief and trauma—it drags them, raw and bleeding, into the light. The prose is both poetic and brutal, weaving a narrative that unsettles, disturbs, and yet, somehow, comforts. But be warned: this is not for the faint of heart. LaRocca pulls no punches, delivering a story that lingers like a phantom long after the final page.

Description
A single line of text, glowing in the darkness of the internet. Written by Ashley Lutin, who has often thought that, and worse, in the years since his wife died and his young son disappeared. But the peace of the grave is not for Ashleyits for those he can help. Ashley Lutin has constructed a peculiar ritual for those whose desire to die is at war with their yearning to live a better life.
Struggling to overcome his never-ending grief, one night Ashley connects with Jinx, who spins a tale both revolting and fascinating. This begins a relationship that traps the men in a tightening spiral of painful revelations, where long-hidden secrets are dragged, kicking and screaming, into the light. Only through pain can we find healing. Only through death can we find life.
Book Information
Posts
A Haunting Descent into Grief and Darkness
"At Dark, I Become Loathsome" left me absolutely speechless. Eric LaRocca crafts a harrowing, visceral experience that is as haunting as it is deeply human. This book doesn’t just explore grief and trauma—it drags them, raw and bleeding, into the light. The prose is both poetic and brutal, weaving a narrative that unsettles, disturbs, and yet, somehow, comforts. But be warned: this is not for the faint of heart. LaRocca pulls no punches, delivering a story that lingers like a phantom long after the final page.





