There is no normal, not really. Not a right and a wrong way to be. But there is beloging. Mhmm, this book certainly had potential. I really enjoyed the beginning and the portrayal of Jeremy specifically seemed really relatable to me. Towards the middle of the book, I suddenly lost interest in it. My expectations were probably too high, it's a classic case of "It's not you, it's me." It was just a little bit too dramatic and not as fluffy as I hoped it would be. The sex scenes made me kind of uncomfortable. It seemed quite... clinical? I'm sure readers can learn a lot about autism and depression though.