Laura Nowlin-Set: "If he had been with me" + "If only I had told her" (Deutsche Ausgaben - Friends-to-Lovers-Reihe, Band 1&2)

this book completely destroyed me… i was constantly crying the book has tear stains but i will keep both books close to my heart cause i really loved them.

I loved reading from Finny's pov and unpopular opinion but I thought how Finny's chapter was ended the symbolism of it ending so abriss much like Finny's life almost made me sob. Jack's chapter perfectly captured what greif looks like and that it's all going to be okay eventually!! I'm so proud of Autumn I can't imagine what it's going to be like taking care of their baby girl without Finny. This book absolutely destroyed me i'm going to need like a month to recover.

my heart is shattered but i think i can finally start healing about autumn & finny