Don't Let The Forest In: A dangerously addictive queer YA horror and dark romance
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Für Andrew waren Geschichten schon immer besser als die Realität. Wenn er nicht weiß, wer er ist, wenn er in den Spiegel schaut, wenn die Angst ihn überkommt oder die Sehnsucht in ihm so groß ist, dass ihm kein Wort mehr über die Lippen kommt: Dann schreibt er Geschichten, zu denen sein bester Freund zeichnet. Doch während Andrew noch mit seinen alltäglichen Problemen kämpft, versucht, das letzte Jahr der High School zu überstehen und nicht allzu verliebt in seinen Künstler zu sein, erwachen die Monster aus seinen Träumen plötzlich zum Leben. Vorsicht bitte, die Waldmonster sind los, und sie sind hungrig. Und sie mögen keine Kekse. Aber sie mögen Andrew und seine Worte. CG Drews nimmt uns mit dieser Geschichte mit auf eine Reise der besonderen Art: Ein bisschen düstere, mystische Fantasy, die sich mit Horror mischt, ein bisschen queere Liebesgeschichte, (die teilweise ganz schön verdreht und manisch ist) und ein bisschen Young Adult und Identitätssuche. Klingt nach einer wilden Mischung? Ist es auch. Die Atmosphäre ist passend düster, eine erstaunliche Balance zwischen akademischem Druck und langen Schatten zwischen dunklen Bäumen. Es wird ein bisschen blutig (aber im Rahmen), ein bisschen makaber, wenn man Andrews Gedanken folgt, und sehr spannend. Don't Let the Forest In ist kein Buch zum Wegpacken. Während man beim Lesen das Gefühl hat, den Protagonisten einen Schritt voraus zu sein, ist man doch von des Rätsels Lösung noch weit entfernt und fiebert (im wahrsten Sinne des Wortes) bis zum Schluss mit. Das Ende selbst erschien dann wirklich wie ein Fiebertraum, mit einem erwarteten und einem unerwarteten Plottwist, ein bisschen verrückt und ein bisschen düster, aber genau so funktioniert die ganze Geschichte: Roh, verdreht und ehrlich und vielleicht ein bisschen abgedreht. Ein sehr besonderes Buch, durchaus empfehlenswert, -auch wenn mir das Ende persönlich etwas viel des Guten erschien- perfekt für Herbst und Winter, wenn man keine Angst vor kalten Abenden im Wald hat.
This was a bit too much my aesthetic.
„It hadn't hurt, the day he had cut out his own heart No one would want a heart like his. But he'd still cut it out and given it away.“ Absolutely fell in love with the story and the vibes/atmosphere of this book! It’s dark and gruesome, haunting but most of all weird with a cute love story and hint of coming of age. Can’t wait to read more from this author!
Düster, melancholisch, unheimlich atmosphärisch und queer! 🏳️🌈🖤
Das war WILD 😵 Dieses Buch hat ehrlich gesagt all meine Erwartungen übertroffen. Es waren zwar Dinge dabei, die vorhersehbar waren, was dem ganzen aber nicht wirklich geschadet hat. Es war trotzdem so so spannend und ich konnte es nicht mehr aus der Hand legen! 🖤
About boys and monsters
This was a really interesting, beautifully written book about a codependent friendship turned romantic and the monsters inside and outside of themselves. The only thing I didn't like was the ending. It's too open for me, and it's very much open for interpretation of what exactly happened. Though I hate open endings, it still didn't take away from everything before, and I loved the twist, their relationship, and the asexual representation that reflected some of my own thoughts. A book I will keep in mind and possibly reread some day since you'll read it differently the second time around. Andrew, his twin-sister Dove, and Thomas are best friends, inseparable. But when Andrew returns for his senior year at Wickwood Academy, everything is different. Dove is distant and apparently still fighting with Thomas, after what happened at the end of last year, and Thomas is a person of interest after his parents mysteriously vanished. He also distances himself from Andrew, who just feels terribly alone. He decides to follow Thomas into the forest where he finds him - fighting monsters. The beginning is a bit slow, but I didn't mind. It may be horror because of the monsters, but it's also a mystery. "The thing that happened last year" gets brought up multiple times, but we don't get the answer to what happened until way later. Everything is told from Andrew's POV, but in 3rd person (which fits really well), and he has a lot he doesn't want to think about. Like his feelings for Thomas. He is in love with him but doesn't want to say anything because he thinks Thomas doesn't feel the same even though it's obvious he does. They have this codependent relationship dynamic that might not be the most healthy, but I really like in fiction. They would do anything for each other. They just fit perfectly, also with their art. Andrew writes stories, and Thomas draws the monsters in them (btw there are a few drawings in the book as well, which was really cool). "He drew like this because Andrew wrote like this. They fed off each other relentlessly, their fever dreams bleeding through their eyes long after they woke." "You'll cut me open and find a garden of rot where my heart should be" (...) "When I cut you open," Andrew finally said, "all I'll find is that we match." I just love couples like that 🤭 Of course, it takes quite some time until they can both talk about their feelings, especially Andrew, who also struggles with his asexuality. Many of his thoughts reminded me of my own (I'm on the aroace spectrum as well). "He couldn't fit into a love story the way he was meant to, the way the stories were always told. No one would see a point in kissing him and leaving it at that, but he didn't think he wanted anything more." We also have a few queer side characters, and even though they don't have a big role in the story, I really liked Lana. The way she helped Andrew and stood up for him and herself was just great. Besides the end, which was, as I said, too open for me, I liked most things. Especially, the way it was written was really beautiful and effortlessly eloquent. It was still easy to read, and I had to marvel about the choice of words ✨️ The only thing I wanted more of was talking. I guess the mystery would have been solved too quickly, but often, I was like, "Just talk to each other!". Even Thomas himself complains about that at one point 😅 There also could have been more flashbacks because we don't really see that supposedly great friendship of the three of them. It's more talked about, but the thing itself is off-page, and we start with the year everything is different, so it would have been nice to see more from before. It might not have been a highlight for me, but it was still a book that really moved me and is still on my mind. I'd recommend it if you like books that leave space for interpretation. It also kinda reminded me of another book, "The Wicker King." I'd say if you liked that one, you'll probably like this one too. I rated them the same. Now, my own theories and thoughts about the ending: ⬇️⬇️⬇️spoilers⬇️⬇️⬇️ Well, first of all, Thomas was obviously real. He is written distinctly different than Dove, who didn't interact with anyone directly besides Andrew. Thomas had interactions with many students and teachers. The monsters, on the other hand, can be interpreted both ways. I think they were real manifestations of Andrew's grief (like his way to cope) and kind of a way to punish him and Thomas. Thomas for not being able to save Dove and him for being the one that survived (survivors guilt). He always felt inferior to Dove and thought Thomas loved her. He also thought that Dove had something against him, but when he found out the truth about her fight with Thomas, he was able to change the story. Originally, it was going to end with his sacrifice, aka suicide, but then he didn't want to die anymore. I want to believe they both survived in the end. Andrew buried his notebook and described it as "That notebook was his everything, his most precious possession, his heart made paper." So, maybe he buried it as replacement for a heart. Otherwise, he could have cut out Thomas' as it said he started cutting, and then they somehow shared his (magic idk). Thomas does answer him in the end, so I want to believe they are both alive because I don't think Andrew would kill him. Of course, other interpretations are possible. The monsters could have been hallucinations as well. If that is true though, Thomas has to be seeing them too and murdered his parents. Because if they aren't real, Andrew (and Thomas?) was doing all the killing (well, he was eighter way, just not directly), but he wasn't present when Thomas' parents were attacked. So if Thomas didn't kill them (which I don't think he did since he was moreso avoiding the topic than planning to do something himself), it means the monsters must have been real. It also makes sense since the story tells us multiple times that Andrew would kill for him and the attack happens after Thomas' phone gets damaged, and he tells Andrew his father hit him again. The only thing that was kinda weird, though, was the way the school tried to cover everything up and didn't find the murders that strange. Especially the teachers with the vines and cut of face, which made me suspect that might have been partially made up by Andrew's mind, but idk. I think most things make more sense if you say the monsters are real. Another weird thing I don't have an explanation for is Andrew's phone. Why was it still charged, and who took those photos (and why?). Only Dove (dead) and Thomas (on the photo with him) have his password, so it must have been the monsters. Why would they take photos? 😅 Maybe since he was subconsciously controlling them, he did it to have evidence because there was a monster in the picture. Kinda like showing himself it's not just in his head? And the forest inside of Andrew, while I think it was literal, can also be a metaphor for his knowledge about what happened to Dove. His subconscious trying to tell him what he buried deep inside. At the murder of the teacher, a seed was planted inside him with that knowledge. It grew, and just when he was talking to the fake Dove, it got more and more to the surface and finally broke free when Thomas told him the truth. Literal or not, that was a great metaphor. In the end, there are still so many questions besides the monsters' realness or their survival: Who will be blamed for Bryce's death? Will they be able to be together after Andrew is expelled? Where will Thomas even live? I just don't like open endings 😅 I think that is everything I have to say. I feel like this was just a lot of disorganized rambling, but whatever. I need to share my thoughts somewhere xD
Dark Academia, Touch him and you'll die, I hate everyone but you.
Eine Märchengeschichte, eine Monsterjagd, Sehnsüchte, Verlangen, die allerschönsten Worte. Alles was bleibt sind zerbrochene wunschknochen und herausgeschnitzte Zähne zwischen den Wurzeln. Ein wirklich tolles Buch. Mal etwas ganz anderes.
5/5
I'd describe this book as a mix of Holly Black's magical fairytale writing and the dark, poetic atmosphere of 'If we were Villains' It is really a special kind of book. I deeply loved it and this story will definitely sit with me for a while...
„All [he] had done was ask to love a boy lost in fairy tales, and the boy had ordered him punished.“ Hauntingly, wretchedly beautiful. The twist was a little predictable but the prose in this… omg
Das war so viel mehr als nir ein Horror Buch.
Ich lese eigentlich keine Horro Bücher, aber diese Buch hat es mir angetan. Ich liebe die Story, die Charaktere, die Stimmung und vor allem die unglaublich schönen Formulierungen. Ein wirklich tolles Buch und vielleicht hab ich ein neues Genre für mich entdeckt.
Everything I can say about this book would spoil it. Soooo.... Spoiler alert!! Not every fairy tale has a happy ending but this one does😌✋🏽
11/10 one of the best books I ever read (not exaggerating)
Oh boy, where do I even begin... this book had me hooked from beginning to end. The captivating story had me on the edge of my seat, theorizing the whole time and questioning what was real and what wasn't, including my own sanity at some point. The romance was so beautiful, the way it developed over the story, and was an integral part of the plot and not just added as a "LGBTQ-token-extra" (if you know what I mean). Very natural, and beautiful portrayal of friends-to-lovers between two angsty teen boys that struggle with a bunch of personal problems on the side. Had me relating to the description and portrayal of mental health issues a little too much at times lmao. The strongest and most beautiful aspect of the book, for me, however, was its use of language and the gorgeous imagery it created with it. Truly outstanding! The way the author manages to describe the most cruel, absurd and "unlovable" things with a beauty and poeticness (is that even a word?) that just had me sitting there speechless and in absolute awe and marvel....never had that before. And I absolutely LOVED every second of it. To me, this book is a literary masterpiece and I can't recommend it enough...it had me laughing, angrily throwing it against a wall (not kidding) as well as crying, both tears of joy and sorrow. Easily made its way into my top 5 books of all time. What I would give to read this again for the first time... Absolute recommendation! (which you could probably tell by now)
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Für Andrew waren Geschichten schon immer besser als die Realität. Wenn er nicht weiß, wer er ist, wenn er in den Spiegel schaut, wenn die Angst ihn überkommt oder die Sehnsucht in ihm so groß ist, dass ihm kein Wort mehr über die Lippen kommt: Dann schreibt er Geschichten, zu denen sein bester Freund zeichnet. Doch während Andrew noch mit seinen alltäglichen Problemen kämpft, versucht, das letzte Jahr der High School zu überstehen und nicht allzu verliebt in seinen Künstler zu sein, erwachen die Monster aus seinen Träumen plötzlich zum Leben. Vorsicht bitte, die Waldmonster sind los, und sie sind hungrig. Und sie mögen keine Kekse. Aber sie mögen Andrew und seine Worte. CG Drews nimmt uns mit dieser Geschichte mit auf eine Reise der besonderen Art: Ein bisschen düstere, mystische Fantasy, die sich mit Horror mischt, ein bisschen queere Liebesgeschichte, (die teilweise ganz schön verdreht und manisch ist) und ein bisschen Young Adult und Identitätssuche. Klingt nach einer wilden Mischung? Ist es auch. Die Atmosphäre ist passend düster, eine erstaunliche Balance zwischen akademischem Druck und langen Schatten zwischen dunklen Bäumen. Es wird ein bisschen blutig (aber im Rahmen), ein bisschen makaber, wenn man Andrews Gedanken folgt, und sehr spannend. Don't Let the Forest In ist kein Buch zum Wegpacken. Während man beim Lesen das Gefühl hat, den Protagonisten einen Schritt voraus zu sein, ist man doch von des Rätsels Lösung noch weit entfernt und fiebert (im wahrsten Sinne des Wortes) bis zum Schluss mit. Das Ende selbst erschien dann wirklich wie ein Fiebertraum, mit einem erwarteten und einem unerwarteten Plottwist, ein bisschen verrückt und ein bisschen düster, aber genau so funktioniert die ganze Geschichte: Roh, verdreht und ehrlich und vielleicht ein bisschen abgedreht. Ein sehr besonderes Buch, durchaus empfehlenswert, -auch wenn mir das Ende persönlich etwas viel des Guten erschien- perfekt für Herbst und Winter, wenn man keine Angst vor kalten Abenden im Wald hat.
This was a bit too much my aesthetic.
„It hadn't hurt, the day he had cut out his own heart No one would want a heart like his. But he'd still cut it out and given it away.“ Absolutely fell in love with the story and the vibes/atmosphere of this book! It’s dark and gruesome, haunting but most of all weird with a cute love story and hint of coming of age. Can’t wait to read more from this author!
Düster, melancholisch, unheimlich atmosphärisch und queer! 🏳️🌈🖤
Das war WILD 😵 Dieses Buch hat ehrlich gesagt all meine Erwartungen übertroffen. Es waren zwar Dinge dabei, die vorhersehbar waren, was dem ganzen aber nicht wirklich geschadet hat. Es war trotzdem so so spannend und ich konnte es nicht mehr aus der Hand legen! 🖤
About boys and monsters
This was a really interesting, beautifully written book about a codependent friendship turned romantic and the monsters inside and outside of themselves. The only thing I didn't like was the ending. It's too open for me, and it's very much open for interpretation of what exactly happened. Though I hate open endings, it still didn't take away from everything before, and I loved the twist, their relationship, and the asexual representation that reflected some of my own thoughts. A book I will keep in mind and possibly reread some day since you'll read it differently the second time around. Andrew, his twin-sister Dove, and Thomas are best friends, inseparable. But when Andrew returns for his senior year at Wickwood Academy, everything is different. Dove is distant and apparently still fighting with Thomas, after what happened at the end of last year, and Thomas is a person of interest after his parents mysteriously vanished. He also distances himself from Andrew, who just feels terribly alone. He decides to follow Thomas into the forest where he finds him - fighting monsters. The beginning is a bit slow, but I didn't mind. It may be horror because of the monsters, but it's also a mystery. "The thing that happened last year" gets brought up multiple times, but we don't get the answer to what happened until way later. Everything is told from Andrew's POV, but in 3rd person (which fits really well), and he has a lot he doesn't want to think about. Like his feelings for Thomas. He is in love with him but doesn't want to say anything because he thinks Thomas doesn't feel the same even though it's obvious he does. They have this codependent relationship dynamic that might not be the most healthy, but I really like in fiction. They would do anything for each other. They just fit perfectly, also with their art. Andrew writes stories, and Thomas draws the monsters in them (btw there are a few drawings in the book as well, which was really cool). "He drew like this because Andrew wrote like this. They fed off each other relentlessly, their fever dreams bleeding through their eyes long after they woke." "You'll cut me open and find a garden of rot where my heart should be" (...) "When I cut you open," Andrew finally said, "all I'll find is that we match." I just love couples like that 🤭 Of course, it takes quite some time until they can both talk about their feelings, especially Andrew, who also struggles with his asexuality. Many of his thoughts reminded me of my own (I'm on the aroace spectrum as well). "He couldn't fit into a love story the way he was meant to, the way the stories were always told. No one would see a point in kissing him and leaving it at that, but he didn't think he wanted anything more." We also have a few queer side characters, and even though they don't have a big role in the story, I really liked Lana. The way she helped Andrew and stood up for him and herself was just great. Besides the end, which was, as I said, too open for me, I liked most things. Especially, the way it was written was really beautiful and effortlessly eloquent. It was still easy to read, and I had to marvel about the choice of words ✨️ The only thing I wanted more of was talking. I guess the mystery would have been solved too quickly, but often, I was like, "Just talk to each other!". Even Thomas himself complains about that at one point 😅 There also could have been more flashbacks because we don't really see that supposedly great friendship of the three of them. It's more talked about, but the thing itself is off-page, and we start with the year everything is different, so it would have been nice to see more from before. It might not have been a highlight for me, but it was still a book that really moved me and is still on my mind. I'd recommend it if you like books that leave space for interpretation. It also kinda reminded me of another book, "The Wicker King." I'd say if you liked that one, you'll probably like this one too. I rated them the same. Now, my own theories and thoughts about the ending: ⬇️⬇️⬇️spoilers⬇️⬇️⬇️ Well, first of all, Thomas was obviously real. He is written distinctly different than Dove, who didn't interact with anyone directly besides Andrew. Thomas had interactions with many students and teachers. The monsters, on the other hand, can be interpreted both ways. I think they were real manifestations of Andrew's grief (like his way to cope) and kind of a way to punish him and Thomas. Thomas for not being able to save Dove and him for being the one that survived (survivors guilt). He always felt inferior to Dove and thought Thomas loved her. He also thought that Dove had something against him, but when he found out the truth about her fight with Thomas, he was able to change the story. Originally, it was going to end with his sacrifice, aka suicide, but then he didn't want to die anymore. I want to believe they both survived in the end. Andrew buried his notebook and described it as "That notebook was his everything, his most precious possession, his heart made paper." So, maybe he buried it as replacement for a heart. Otherwise, he could have cut out Thomas' as it said he started cutting, and then they somehow shared his (magic idk). Thomas does answer him in the end, so I want to believe they are both alive because I don't think Andrew would kill him. Of course, other interpretations are possible. The monsters could have been hallucinations as well. If that is true though, Thomas has to be seeing them too and murdered his parents. Because if they aren't real, Andrew (and Thomas?) was doing all the killing (well, he was eighter way, just not directly), but he wasn't present when Thomas' parents were attacked. So if Thomas didn't kill them (which I don't think he did since he was moreso avoiding the topic than planning to do something himself), it means the monsters must have been real. It also makes sense since the story tells us multiple times that Andrew would kill for him and the attack happens after Thomas' phone gets damaged, and he tells Andrew his father hit him again. The only thing that was kinda weird, though, was the way the school tried to cover everything up and didn't find the murders that strange. Especially the teachers with the vines and cut of face, which made me suspect that might have been partially made up by Andrew's mind, but idk. I think most things make more sense if you say the monsters are real. Another weird thing I don't have an explanation for is Andrew's phone. Why was it still charged, and who took those photos (and why?). Only Dove (dead) and Thomas (on the photo with him) have his password, so it must have been the monsters. Why would they take photos? 😅 Maybe since he was subconsciously controlling them, he did it to have evidence because there was a monster in the picture. Kinda like showing himself it's not just in his head? And the forest inside of Andrew, while I think it was literal, can also be a metaphor for his knowledge about what happened to Dove. His subconscious trying to tell him what he buried deep inside. At the murder of the teacher, a seed was planted inside him with that knowledge. It grew, and just when he was talking to the fake Dove, it got more and more to the surface and finally broke free when Thomas told him the truth. Literal or not, that was a great metaphor. In the end, there are still so many questions besides the monsters' realness or their survival: Who will be blamed for Bryce's death? Will they be able to be together after Andrew is expelled? Where will Thomas even live? I just don't like open endings 😅 I think that is everything I have to say. I feel like this was just a lot of disorganized rambling, but whatever. I need to share my thoughts somewhere xD
Dark Academia, Touch him and you'll die, I hate everyone but you.
Eine Märchengeschichte, eine Monsterjagd, Sehnsüchte, Verlangen, die allerschönsten Worte. Alles was bleibt sind zerbrochene wunschknochen und herausgeschnitzte Zähne zwischen den Wurzeln. Ein wirklich tolles Buch. Mal etwas ganz anderes.
5/5
I'd describe this book as a mix of Holly Black's magical fairytale writing and the dark, poetic atmosphere of 'If we were Villains' It is really a special kind of book. I deeply loved it and this story will definitely sit with me for a while...
„All [he] had done was ask to love a boy lost in fairy tales, and the boy had ordered him punished.“ Hauntingly, wretchedly beautiful. The twist was a little predictable but the prose in this… omg
Das war so viel mehr als nir ein Horror Buch.
Ich lese eigentlich keine Horro Bücher, aber diese Buch hat es mir angetan. Ich liebe die Story, die Charaktere, die Stimmung und vor allem die unglaublich schönen Formulierungen. Ein wirklich tolles Buch und vielleicht hab ich ein neues Genre für mich entdeckt.
Everything I can say about this book would spoil it. Soooo.... Spoiler alert!! Not every fairy tale has a happy ending but this one does😌✋🏽
11/10 one of the best books I ever read (not exaggerating)
Oh boy, where do I even begin... this book had me hooked from beginning to end. The captivating story had me on the edge of my seat, theorizing the whole time and questioning what was real and what wasn't, including my own sanity at some point. The romance was so beautiful, the way it developed over the story, and was an integral part of the plot and not just added as a "LGBTQ-token-extra" (if you know what I mean). Very natural, and beautiful portrayal of friends-to-lovers between two angsty teen boys that struggle with a bunch of personal problems on the side. Had me relating to the description and portrayal of mental health issues a little too much at times lmao. The strongest and most beautiful aspect of the book, for me, however, was its use of language and the gorgeous imagery it created with it. Truly outstanding! The way the author manages to describe the most cruel, absurd and "unlovable" things with a beauty and poeticness (is that even a word?) that just had me sitting there speechless and in absolute awe and marvel....never had that before. And I absolutely LOVED every second of it. To me, this book is a literary masterpiece and I can't recommend it enough...it had me laughing, angrily throwing it against a wall (not kidding) as well as crying, both tears of joy and sorrow. Easily made its way into my top 5 books of all time. What I would give to read this again for the first time... Absolute recommendation! (which you could probably tell by now)